Dear Darwin,

You can imagine, better than I can explain, how much I am grieved at the difficulties Horsman has got himself and others into.¹ It is not often the case that I take a strong dislike to a man at first sight, as I did to him, and it was with no small reluctance that I gave way to the universal judgment in his favour last August, and allowed him to stay.² At that time he had not been licensed, and I could have got rid of him at once; but it was necessary he should be licensed if he remained, and he was so. After that I have no power over him, but by the process of reporting any failure of duty to the Archbishop,³ and requesting him to withdraw the licence.

The last I heard from him was from 1 Elm Court Temple, to say he was on his way to Downe; would write himself to the Archbishop and resign; (I had told him I should report him to his Grace) and requesting me to pay a quarter’s stipend due 1^st June to his bankers 75 Cornhill.⁴

I understand he has not gone to Downe, and I have not paid. I understand he has not paid the Sunday School teachers since Nov^r. last. If he has received subscriptions for the Sunday School I should of course deduct the amount due; also balance, if any, due on acc^t of the boys school;⁵ and, if I legally could the sum due to M^r Humphries 32 Sackville St. for providing for services during his absence at Torquay.⁶ The School money I should be confident about as cash received; I am not sure if M^r. Humphries’ is more than a private debt.

Can some of your family: Miss Darwin, whom I consider my Minister of Education, (non political) or M^rs Darwin ascertain the state of matters financial in Schools.⁷

Then as to the future; for present emergency I have written to the Churchwardens and to M^r Humphries, who appears to have sent clergy men generally satisfactory, to send some one to fill the gap. I tried to get M^r Jones,⁸ who is a most able man, to take Sunday and weekly duty also for a time, but he is otherwise engaged; still I hope there may be no immediate difficulty, and permanent arrangements must be made as soon as possible. Hastened by this embarrassment, I am offering to part with all my interest in the living. It would probably have been better if I had done so long ago, but I have always had a hope that I might obtain a house for the parish, and perhaps, as I have so many kind friends about, return and end my days there.⁹

But the hope has vanished, and I am too old to begin to build a house in a field and plant trees I can never see grow. I hope the Parish will be better with a younger man—

I mentioned to you and to Sir John my probable intention of disposing of my patronage; and I have instructed my agent to offer it to Sir John & you before any one else, in case you should have any friend you may wish to put in.¹⁰

With kind regards to your party Believe me | Faithfully Yours | J Brodie Innes

I fear the fierce blackbird of 1866 has fallen a victim to her courage as I have not seen her since. By this time she should have had grandchildren who would have made considerable progress towards being eagles. Bill and claws at any rate should have been developed¹¹